Tuesday, December 26, 2006

How many days and how many nights?

So, I have decided to focus on things around me in a different way, and it is odd how I came up with this decision, but I have decided to put sex way down the list, waaaay down where it just doesn't get in the way, and if nothing of a sexual nature happens, great, I welcome that, I think I really need to focus on people, not that I am a hound dog, but if I really want to build a relationship with someone, then, I need to focus on how much I know the person, how we get a long, and what type of connection we have, I am aware that this might take a while, but things that are good take some investing, and things that are great take a whole lot of effort. So i am putting an effort to focus my attention in different ways, and, if anything, this will be an interesting learning experience, and I am all about that. I wonder how difficult abstinence is on a long term basis, well I know that is isn't easy, but, those dry spells haven't been a conscious decision to grow in other areas, they have just been shitty dry spells, no booty, no fun.
But this is something that feels right, so I guess I am gonna get to know that girl I am interested in, in an interesting way, hhhmmm, this reminds me of that movie "40 days and 40 nights", oh well, let's see what happens.


jillian said...

fabulous decision. well, not really, but i know where you're coming from.

i am hooked on lost as well. it's extremely addictive. Fyi - the first 6 episodes of this season are online and you can watch them for free once you finish the first two season. i used to sit and watch them for hours.

jillian said...

...p.s. you are brave for going to mexico to get your teeth yanked. that was the worst surgery of my life.

Megan said...

I hate to say it, but I'll believe it when I see it! LOL. Turning it into a conscious decision might make it more difficult... but then even you can still surprise me!
Take care, Mr. Morrissey.