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"I don't care if your balls are stuck to the ice, I am NOT going to rub them untill they warm up!"

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Fear of death....Anglisism,
the celebration of the parting,
and invoking the darkness to
surround one's life, one's breath,
one's soul, one's pain, one's death.
For what?... For living,
for breathing, healing, re-living.
If your whole life passes
before your eyes in an instant,
then you live a whole life
within a second,
you live twice before
you fade to black.
Die... So you can live,
live.... Before you die.
Purge..... That's what
passing away means,
be drained of toxicity, of
the toxic pain or your being,
and absorb, resuscitate
so the burdens alleviate,
give in to the cycle
so you can be free within it,
exhale to inhale.

How does this make you feel?

It's important that you know this,
it's important that you see
I'm a mess a dumb-fuck idiot,
but hey, it's still me.

May Day Quotes

"Whenever there is a major community movement, especially a major community movement in which local people are participating, there is never any one place that has control over it," said Cecilia Munoz"

“The arguments against [the immigrant community] claim we abuse the economy of this country… And if this is in fact the case, then that day we will see a resurgence of the economy,”

So, are you guys ready...?

This monday there will be a boycott on behalf of the inmigreant population, so there will be several million people on board to send a message: WE ARE HERE, WE ARE NOT GOING ANYWHERE, AND WE WANT EQUALITY. If this movement reaches the proportions it can potentially reach, then we will be facing something historical of gargantous proportions, and the united States goverment is defenitely gonna have to listen, I am very anxious to see exactly what is going to happen, and the differrent reactions people will have.
Of course the Latin comunity is the leading force behind this, and with so many hispanics all over this country, we are to big of a force to ignore, a lot of people don't know that the nightly news transmitted from Univision has a larger audience that the news shows froms ABC, CBS and NBC combined! And that is every night monday thru friday, no fluke there.
Fortunately it isn't only the Latin community involved, but the asian community, as well as the Muslim, the Black, and the Jewish community are getting on board, and though it is true that the respons from these groups is not unanimous and of 100%, it is still a very large section from their populations, enough to make the message a whole lot louder.
But for now ( friday ), there is no way of knowing what the figures will be, we will just have to wait and see, and we will see...

Redeeming One's self.

Redemption is a bitch, I was always a wonderful person, an example in many ways, but at some point I cracked, I tried to keep it together but failure isn't always a choice, so I crumbled, now I'm on The Long Hard Road out of Hell, vindication is so elusive, but to get back to where I was is not impossible, I have the blue print of what I am to rebuild: Myself, and looking back into my past the instructions are clear, the turning points I remember, there is no better guide to what I want to be, than what I once was...Still...It's the hardest thing I have ever faced, Redemption is a Bitch.

Well, I am Me again...

...Or at least it seems like I am more like what I use to be, haven't played with knives in a while, and getting up in the morning does not involve summoning all my strenght just to get out of bed, it's good being able to enjoy the day, to look foward to something, anything, and not collapsing from within, no questioning the achievement of the breath I just let out and, or the purpose of bothering to go through life, things really are better. And i am getting back in touch with my inner child, I thought I had lost him... Well, "lost" is not the right word...Slaughter is more like it...Butcher, yeah, that's the word I am looking for, but it seems that the child is back, that my inner kid somehow survived, and his laugh is so refreshing, his views, though not as candid, are still full of life, and that is exactly the kind of nurture I am in need of.
So I don't know if I will ever be as close to my good inocent self as I once was, but I hope we can at least reconcile, how do you forgive the piss off grown up that went on a rampage on you and left you for dead?, I hope that kid that lives ( or lived ) in me can figure that out, something great about children is tha they can forgive and forget better than any adult can...I'm sorry...I truly am.

So for the time being...

...My body is in pain, it ha been a while since I have been physically as active as I am now, so my muscles have been upset with me, my ligaments complain every time I go up or down some stairs, but it is worth it, in a couple of months it will all have paid off, until then, I need to keep stretching, Megan, how about a Massage?

What does it take for a personality shift to occur? What I have learned, ( the hard way ), is that it takes a lot, but when it happens it can be catastrophic, just like the tetonic plates adjusting, reforming the face of the Earth, and sending shock waves all over the place, just like that a person can go through the painfull process of reshaping oneself, it is never easy, and and a lot of the times it is not controlable, but the end result is what makes you what you are now, and surviving loneliness, moving to another country, a suicide attempt, a car accident, or having a child are just a few of the hings that can cause our personal Richter Scale to go haywire, and after we clean up the mess, things always look different, because they are.

So here I go...

I have been wanting a little piece of the internet to call my own for a while, I know that it's just a sliver of a particle of the worldwidweb, but hey, it is all mine.
So I am gonna try to pour as much of my personality into this virtual soul-cleansing space, let me know how I am doing, all of you.... Any of you......Anyone?, well, it doesn't have to be right now any way, I guess I will need to post some of my stuff before any thing happens, all right, I'm on it, so let the show begin and let's start.....